To Rate★ Intro: dylan lotus ★
I been through too much
Tryna do too much
Feel my world just decay as I'm growing up
Spirals swirling away, brain is blowing up
Tryna hurl all my pain, I been throwing up
★ Pre-Chorus: dylan lotus ★
I just been too fucked up to remember
The times I gave soul back up for the devil
I take a couple puffs, I'm not more than a vessel
I'm thinkin' way too much, I'll just go fuckin' mental
★ Chorus: dylan lotus ★
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing morе than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to gеt them
★ Verse: byekento ★
And I been tryna find my way back
If you really love me
Why the fuck ain't you just say that
I know I'm still caught up in my head
I can't escape yet, chase a pay check
Still alive, but I'm looking for my fucking grave damn
And I know that it's still gon' be the fucking same
I know I won't ever change
I know I'm the bad guy
So I stay inside my lane
Fuck no I ain't reaching out
But I still wish they heard me now
I know that I let 'em down
It's all my fault so I stay alone
Never had a place to go
Never had a place like home
Always somewhere dosing off
I could never let it show
Nothing but a sacrifice
Know it's all inside my mind
All this time to figure me out
★ Chorus: dylan lotus ★
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them (T-Them)
More dylan lotus lyrics
dylan lotus - turning chapters
{Chorus: dylan lotus} Time is moving faster Turn my skull into plaster Nothing really matters Life is such a disaster Maybe I should've asked her But
dylan lotus - contact
{intro: dylan lotus} (you promised) Countin' down on all the days i dream Prayin' on the times that i will stay eighteen again But here i am I'm rotting
dylan lotus - hold me close
{Intro} No don't look {?} {Chorus} Please don't let me go Can we look up at the stars? Please just let me know If you
dylan lotus - chasing
{Intro} tofito, you made it {Chorus: Killval} Run away, I can't go back She's insane, now I know that When you're around my heart stops
dylan lotus - trainwreck
{Chorus} Mistaken, full emotion Fucked up and overdosing I know I had it all I guess I'm always falling Tears drop, it’s always snowing I wonder where
dylan lotus - feel again
{chorus} I just wanna feel again When i'm feelin' off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it I got plenty thoughts that take control, i'm tryna keep
dylan lotus - sulking
{Intro} I love you {Chorus: {?}} Trying to keep it calm was my worst mistake Hide it in a bottle then I turn to blaze There's no point
dylan lotus - too much
{chorus: dylan lotus} No, i don't know what's wrong You're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to I swear i've gone through too much to fall in love with
dylan lotus - curses
{Chorus} I been on my own with my curses I don't even know if I earned this Smoke another joint on my own, my soul searching I don't wanna do this no more,
dylan lotus - Running
{Chorus: Killval} Run away, i can't go back She's insane now i know that ? my heart starts missing When i'm running from her Bet she will keep chasing