Cole Hedgecoth - Patience

Chorus
God grant me some comfort
God grant me serenity
To control what i can
And have wisdom in intensity
If patience is a virtue
Give it to me so i can reflect you
Help me let go of my pride
And remind me in you that i abide

Verse 1
I ain’t got no patience
I don’t hear your voice
You be talking bout yo feelings
I enter the void
Tryna shut out all the stupid things i once enjoyed
Showing love is too much work and i been unemployed
I don’t wanna listen
I don’t care ‘bout what you say (say, say)
Screaming in the kitchеn in my face
Don’t avoid the tension
Looking for a safеr place to stay (stay, stay)
I feel way too inconsistent way too late
An old tradition
Sitting on the oasis of faith (faith, faith)
How we take the credit but we shift the blame?
On a mission
Level up until we win the game (game, game)
I wonder if i’ll ever make your day
Cause i know sometimes i ruin what we had and how we living
With the selfishness i track when i’m mad and independent
And it’s negligent of me to assume you’d be defensive
For the hell of it
Cause that’s what i do
And i can’t risk it anymore
Chorus
God grant me some comfort
God grant me serenity
To control what i can
And have wisdom in intensity
If patience is a virtue
Give it to me so i can reflect you
Help me let go of my pride
And remind me in you that i abide

Verse 2
I am way to insecure to admit when i lose my temper
Tell you that you’re wrong
Because you said something i don’t remember
Promise i’ll protect you
But i’m still the number one offender
Had a couple drinks
You start to think that this is all pretend
I’m far from where i wish i was
I got a ways to go
I tried to slow it down and take a breath
But i’m losing control
I wish i didn’t have to wish
For things i should already know
But when i lean on what i think
I never get the right result
I’m in a hurry every moment
Never stop to smell the roses
Even though i know i chose this
Life is not what i thought
Lately my mind is never open
But my soul remains so broken
That no matter what you tell me
I put up a mental block
Cause i know sometimes i ruin what we had
And how we living
With the selfishness i track when i’m mad
And independent
And it’s negligent of me to assume
You’d be defensive
For the hell of it, cause that’s what i do
And i can’t risk it anymore
Chorus
God grant me some comfort
God grant me serenity
To control what i can
And have wisdom in intensity
If patience is a virtue
Give it to me so i can reflect you
Help me let go of my pride
And remind me in you that i abide