To Rate★ intro ★
I ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
I know that i hate myself, don't need to see the words
I remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
It happened with the first, but with the second it was worse
★ verse ★
The deeper cut, my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
I'll never be good enough, that's something i have learned
Crazy how the coldest pеrson left me with thesе burns
And then in my time to heal it's like there's people taking turns
Just to slow down my progress
I convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
I am no exception, broken hearts and broken promises
Follow me, traumatic memories are always haunting me
Don't pick up the blame to pour it onto me
Like i always do, i'm not mad at you
Because i been moving on and showing gratitude
I been smoking, tryna fix my shitty attitude
Numbing any feeling in my body through and through
And my memories are lacking any detail
So i know that it's working
I got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
But the anticipation of finding what's under the surface
It fucking kills me, but more because she doesn't deserve it
★ chorus ★
So love me
Tell me that i'm pretty, know i'm needy
But i need it 'cause i feel so goddamn ugly
I hate the attention, then as soon as it is gone
I feel like not a single person cares about me
I fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
'cause i can't control my anxiety
I'm selfish but i'd do anything that you need me to
Oh the irony
★ bridge ★
Oh the irony, oh the irony
Oh the irony
I wanna live with you
But will you die with me?
I spend this time with you
And if it's wasted then
That's fine with me
I wanna cherish it
I wanted you to know
That you can cry to me
Oh the irony
I wanna live with you
But will you die with me? (will you die with me?)
I spend this time with you
And if it's wasted then
That's fine with me (that's fine with me)
I wanna cherish it
I wanted you to know
That you can cry to me (you can cry to me)
And i hope you stay
For a little while
Take your time to leave (take your time to leave)
★ chorus ★
So love me
Tell me that i'm pretty, know i'm needy
But i need it 'cause i feel so goddamn ugly
I hate the attention, then as soon as it is gone
I feel like not a single person cares about me
I fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
'cause i can't control my anxiety
I'm selfish but i'd do anything that you need me to
Oh the irony
More Cavasoul lyrics
Cavasoul - There she goes again
{hook} There she goes again Putting my heart out on the pavement She walks all on the court I lie here on this floor {verse 1} You were fading
Cavasoul - I guess once wasn't enough
{verse 1} Please don’t hurt me i’m moving on it could be amazing You made mistakes but i see it in you that you are changing If you care like you say that you do you wouldn’t
Cavasoul - A peace sign a day keeps toxic ppl away
{hook} Yeah i’m throwing up the peace sign Everything is alright I just wanna climb to the top but i’m scared of heights Nobody knows my bad side Like maybe i’m the
Cavasoul - The pain that you been feeling hurts me bad when i'm who caused it
{Hook 1} I know that you are hurting I'll try my best to stop it Your soul is slowly burning You're running out of options I'm breathing in these
Cavasoul - Barmecide
Someday i'll be walking out of here uh Someday i won't be somewhere that you fear uh Someday i won't be someone to laugh at Someday i won't be living out my backpack
Cavasoul - A phone call serenade
See the sparkles in your eyes when we dance Wanna tell you that I love you in advance Late at night and I wanna hold your head Your the only thing keeping me at bed and my head
Cavasoul - Darling
Maybe I'm obsessive Insecure and restless Painting vivid pictures of a love that's never questioned Go from winter to the summer in less than a second An attitude that
Cavasoul - I can't save you
{Verse:} Lately I've been felling like im useless I dont ever do shit People chasing dreams While I wait to hear from Cupid I just need to get my shit
Cavasoul - Sad n more sad
{Verse 1:} Sad n more sad Pages of notes my verses bringing me back What a pitiful pattern for such a cynical act He is not even upset I can see in his laugh
Cavasoul - Nch
{part 1} Yeah we threw it all away at a record pace Years of building broken down in just a couple days I’m zoning out and going numb up in the face Crying Begging me to