K-Boyd - Anxiety Attacks

(hook)

I got some anxiety attacks in society
That i want some privacy quietly in my room
I want to write a diary about it
But at times, i don't want compliancy
But i've been in sobriety since april of 2023
Back then, i had notoriety
That i got some anxiety
That some friends hated to see that from me

(verse 1)

Yo, i have some bad news to tell you
But i have anxiety
I'm not glad to have it 'cause it makes me like hell
I hope you understand i have it as well
I stand up and run to the bathroom
Trying to calm down but i had to yell
'cause when i was 14, i was damned
I do wish i excel to other people
But fuck it, i grabbed and dragged myself into hell
Sometimes, i think i fell off but fuck nah
I didn't so i couldn't get mad about it as you did
I thought i'd planned a show
Oh shit, how am i supposed to sell records?
(hook)

I got some anxiety attacks in society
That i want some privacy quietly in my room
I want to write a diary about it
But at times, i don't want compliancy
But i've been in sobriety since april of 2023
Back then, i had notoriety
That i got some anxiety
That some friends hated to see that from me

(verse 2)

I needed my friends to comfort me during these times
While i try to recommend not freaking out
Try to agree with it at times
But they see that sometimes i want to end it
As i send myself to either smoking weed or therapy
But i don't do weed at the moment
I'm fine with it as i don't pretend
I only unfriend toxic people 'cause i disagree with them
I don't care what they say as long as we (my actual friends)
Got other shit to worry about
I don't mean to offend but go do the other crime somewhere else

(hook)
I got some anxiety attacks in society
That i want some privacy quietly in my room
I want to write a diary about it
But at times, i don't want compliancy
But i've been in sobriety since april of 2023
Back then, i had notoriety
That i got some anxiety
That some friends hated to see that from me

(verse 3)

Sometimes i feel like some of my friends view me as a complete asshole
I also overthink i'm a complete dumbass more than a few times
I'd say some of it is fuckin' true like do i belong in the streets?
Fuck goin' through some shit i had to deal with
I've become from a dumbass to someone who you can't compete
Like i can do repeatedly beating someone on a roast battle
Like i knew you said some shit behind my back
Like accept your defeat, retreat, and get the fuck out of here

(hook)

I got some anxiety attacks in society
That i want some privacy quietly in my room
I want to write a diary about it
But at times, i don't want compliancy
But i've been in sobriety since april of 2023
Back then, i had notoriety
That i got some anxiety
That some friends hated to see that from me
(outro)

Now i've gone insane on this beat
Like anxiety attacks can attack someone physically
Don't be scared
Come fight like a man mhs
And see who else can be on my goddamn level
But nah, you are just phonies
Fuck