★ chorus ★ One foot in hell, one side in heaven Under that spell is how i've been living Praying for help as i fight the devil Escaping the cell, a lifelong endeavor Digging my spoon down into the concrete Chipping my tooth as i chew the hard steel Give me the truth, don't hide it cause i see I see right through, i'll fight til my heart sleeps
★ verse 1 ★ It's the morning and i'm feeling weak Let me snore, let me go back to sleep It was so warm underneath the sheets I need some more time in bed, please Can't the war just give me a week To restore myself and find some peace It's the morning and i'm feeling weak But it's so warm underneath the sheets I have to get up, i need to eat I gotta support my family I have to get on my feet each week Don't matter how badly i feel so weak I have to get up, i need to eat I gotta support my family I have to get on my feet each week Don't matter how battered and beaten i feel ★ chorus ★ One foot in hell, one side in heaven Under that spell is how i've been living Praying for help as i fight the devil Escaping the cell, a lifelong endeavor Digging my spoon down into the concrete Chipping my tooth as i chew the hard steel Give me the truth, don't hide it cause i see I see right through, i'll fight til my heart sleeps
★ verse 2 ★ So am i depressed cause work's too fast? Or am i burnt out cause i'm depressed And i'm hiding it, and i'm fighting it And i'm trying to trick myself to think That i'm liking it, i'm a happy man When i haven't been, i feel trapped again Thinking i just wist i could laugh again Lately i've been sick, fuck it, i admit My free time is spent getting high frequent Just prior to bed, to rewire my head Only trying to prevent laying wide awake Cause at night i'm hit, mental fires lit Need to write some shit, maybe cry a bit I can't lie, i'm empty inside and it's Saying hi old friend, it's our time again When the pipe is lit it's all right tonight Stop rushing me, you're crushing me Slow down, okay? i'm done with speed From now i move at my own pace Don't have to prove nothing to thee It's not a competition to be The fastest, hardest worker bee To be honest, i'm sick of making honey I've had enough of this, give me my money It's been hard to keep my head up I've worked hard to get ahead, but Seems the world demands i give it Even more than i can handle I've been dark and pessimistic These things aren't what i intended I'm just hurt and i can't stand to Feel the surfacing emotions When they rear their ugly head up And i feel like they won't let up Am i cleaning out my shadow? Or just spinning in a cycle? Do i purge or simply wallow? Have i learned to let it all go? Is it working? i do not know I've been full and i've been hollow ★ verse 3 ★ I have seen god, the devil i know him They're pulling on my arms til my chest rips open Exposing my heart to the crowd in these poems Tearing me apart in every direction Will i end up so broken that darkness takes over? I have seen that happen, don't want this weight no more How long can my hope keep my feet moving forward? How long until i choke on my tears and keel over? Emotional breakdowns, one after another Suppose i've repressed them and now they're at my door Didn't know i was stressing myself out this hard I don't want to stay down, just keep moving forward I have seen god, the devil i know him They're pulling on my arms til my chest rips open Exposing my heart to the world in these poems Tearing me apart in every direction
★ chorus ★ One foot in hell, one side in heaven Under that spell is how i've been living Praying for help as i fight the devil Escaping the cell, a lifelong endeavor Digging my spoon down into the concrete Chipping my tooth as i chew the hard steel Give me the truth, don't hide it cause i see I see right through, i'll fight til my heart sleeps I'll fight til my heart sleeps ★ outro ★ When you are reborn You're going to mourn The parts of you that died The days not enjoyed The beauty that you missed The struggles that you lived When you are reborn Just know that you'll mourn
Millicow - Shadow People {Intro} If you still think I'm sane in the mind Regardless how you say that's defined Just wait til I explain who am I I'll tell you what's been strange
Millicow - Insane Asylum {Verse 1} They said that I was insane There's devils all in my brain They told me I wasn't safe Then threw me into this cage They beat me like it's a
Millicow - Clouded Light {Verse 1} Run away and off I go To lose my self on gravel roads This could all be just a memory As my life fades, reliving everything And the perspectives I
Millicow - Past Lives {Verse} Do you think you're human? Have you ever looked outside? Do you know where you've been? Do you remember other times? What is your identity? Is it something
Millicow - Forgive The Devil {intro} The fact that i am in these shoes Implies that this is the life i chose So why would i wish it to be different When no existence is coincidental?
Millicow - Call The Light {verse 1} Ripped into the grips of a vicious undertow Lost in quicksand, trapped inside a black hole When did i let all this darkness in my soul? How did this fear
Millicow - Spirit Guides {Verse 1} Hey Jake, it's me, that voice in your brain No, not the demon that toys with your pain I'm the part of you that remains when it's silent I do not
Millicow - If I Had Known Me {chorus} If i had known me, i would have told you If i had only been able to warn you If i had known me, i would have told you If i had only been able to inform you
Millicow - State Of Hypnosis {chorus} I'm not the me That i want to be A million miles away In another time and space I might just be mean It's not what i mean I'm lost in
Millicow - Cosmic School {Intro} Yet another election Is there hope left for the system? For once I'm interested Because things are looking different But a part of me is convinced
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Jake Duncan is a musician from KCMO. He began creating music on his laptop at 14, and four years later in 2018 he began releasing instrumental music under the name Millicow. Fears were faced, and he eventually began rapping over his music. A prolific artist with a lot on his mind, Millicow makes it his goal to release at least one record per year, and as of 2024 has done so for seven years.