★ verse 1 ★ Ripped into the grips of a vicious undertow Lost in quicksand, trapped inside a black hole When did i let all this darkness in my soul? How did this fear consume everything i know? Suffocate within, no relent, moving slow Dry as a twig, always sick, feel so low Something is amiss, something big, but unknown Blinding is the mist, feel the kiss of shadow Paralyzing tick, weight so heavy and cold Weeds are closing in on this garden overgrown Seeds of light just die as their flowers rarely grow Withering beside the door where i last saw my soul I look into the window and i see a faint glow My form reflects below but with no face to show Motionless i behold, what i see i do not know Do i rеcognize my shadow? who is this silent ghost? I still remеmber in my code the way that life should be I still intend to heal and grow and wake the light in me And now it's time for me to know the pain i could not see It grew inside and took a toll that i could not defeat Within my mind, constricting vines that offer no relief My thoughts manipulated by the toxic poison leaves I tried and tried to be all right in spite of my disease Yet always seemed to fall behind in changing my beliefs I'm restless, infested, rejected by my skin Depression, regression, infected mind within Defenseless, dependent, now where is my next hit? Escapist and faceless; i can't confront this shit Sometimes it feels like i just cower beneath some type of higher power That pushes me until i slip and sabotage my every grip The more i try to climb the tower before it chimes my final hour I never find a steady stone that can hold my aching bones How can i keep my head up when i keep getting held down? I've been beat up and i'm fed up with beating my head on the ground I'm sick of dying but never reborn, telling myself i'll be better in the morning But i'm still so afraid of everything around, getting smaller and smaller and never make a sound Can't even smell the roses. don't remember when i last did I can only see the darkness, even though i have so many gifts Silent scream into the wind; this is not how it ends! I know that i am heard, no matter how it works Higher self, god, angels, the universe, ancestors It's all the same in practice and it doesn't make much difference When i'm broken and i'm hurt, in return i hear the whispers And that is why you hear these words I am only the messenger ★ verse 2 ★ My whole life i have been guided All insights i need provided Call the light; we're all invited We're all invited It blows my mind; i can't define The road ahead, it holds my hand As long as i am strong and try My boldness is rewarded with A golden light; my goals in sight The street will rise to meet my tires The cold wind bites but still i fight I know that i'm not alone tonight Cause my whole life, i have been guided All insights i need provided Call the light, we're all invited We're all invited Is this really my own power? Am i dealing with higher powers? Can i take credit for my achievements? Or did something else complete my sentence? Some will tell you that this is god Higher self is what others call it Some say it's the universe talking Or it may be ancestors calling Some insist your angels are speaking Some see it as ancient deities But they're all talking about the same thing Manifested synchronicity To what extent is this part of me? Is it within or beyond our beings? Is the line between you and me distinct? Does it disappear when you look too deep? I'm plugging in to the endless sea The consciousness of everything My core transcends all boundaries Yet i persist, so what is me? Cause my whole life, i have been guided All insights i need provided Call the light; we're all invited We're all invited
Millicow - Spirit Guides {Verse 1} Hey Jake, it's me, that voice in your brain No, not the demon that toys with your pain I'm the part of you that remains when it's silent I do not
Millicow - If I Had Known Me {chorus} If i had known me, i would have told you If i had only been able to warn you If i had known me, i would have told you If i had only been able to inform you
Millicow - State Of Hypnosis {chorus} I'm not the me That i want to be A million miles away In another time and space I might just be mean It's not what i mean I'm lost in
Millicow - Cosmic School {Intro} Yet another election Is there hope left for the system? For once I'm interested Because things are looking different But a part of me is convinced
Millicow - Everything {Intro: Academy of Ideas & Millicow} Could it be that thereafter Nietzsche lived in a state of divine mania Which was mistakenly interpreted by doctors As indicative
Millicow - Kill The Cycle {Verse 1} Retaliation Victim creation Self righteous delusion Psychotic confusion Dysfunction, lack of reason Sudden change of season Unfounded
Millicow - Be Free Now {verse 1} Parasites and vampires surround unseen And silly halloween attire is not what i mean I'm talking real fucking vampires That find you when you're
Millicow - Demontia {Intro} Who are you now? I don't understand how Did you throw in the towel Did you deal with your devil? {Verse 1} All these questions keep
Millicow - Stop Of Your Heart {Chorus} At the stop of your heart Am I gonna grieve Cause right now that thought Means nothing to me You were there since the start Of my memory I
Millicow - Scrambled {Chorus} I've been feeling scrambled Tied up in them brambles Trying to get a handle Trying to find a chance, oh But every time I start To get one side in
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Jake Duncan is a musician from KCMO. He began creating music on his laptop at 14, and four years later in 2018 he began releasing instrumental music under the name Millicow. Fears were faced, and he eventually began rapping over his music. A prolific artist with a lot on his mind, Millicow makes it his goal to release at least one record per year, and as of 2024 has done so for seven years.