I been working on myself but i can't find peace The perfect version of myself is so beyond me Yeah, sometimes i wish i was dead The only reason why im not is i admit i was scared I ain't gon lie that shit had hurt me, made me sick to my head I ain't gon let this shit hurt me, let it get to my head I ain't gon lie, ima lost cause, in my lost thoughts Im just tryna find home Thought i would fail that's what they all thought That's what they all want I just wanna be alone Makin pain song after pain song And see the sun shine when the rain gone They nevеr said a word that was real Yeah, that's the burdеn i feel You don't know the hurt that i feel When my potnas got murdered and killed But deserve to be here, yeah you don't know the hurt that i feel I been walking through these puddles Staring at the clouds, thinking bout my mother Hoping the she proud And they don't know a thing about my life The pain that's in my eyes The things ive sacrificed All the times ive had to lie Just to try not to cry Try not to hide every feeling inside, oh I been working on my soul I been tryna heal i been working on my goals I don't know how to feel i think im becoming cold I just wan be real i think i done done the most I think im worthless I don't feel like im worth it Even though you always tell me that im perfect Tired of hurtin, tired of searching Tired of always tryna look behind the curtain I feel so below the ground, ground Why the fuck i feel lonely now, now I just want you to hold me down I just want you to hold me now The only thing that matters is you and my son I looked into your eyes and knew you was the one Did you ever think we'd ever get far as we come I never thought we'd ever fall this deep in love I been working on myself Tryna find my way back home But things that i been through in my life It made me feel alone Searching for the heart i had but it feels like it turned to stone I done gave it all i had Now everything is gone except for you Except for you x3
Benji Kaine - Moment of Silence Bitch i shoulda blew my brains out and painted every wall in ya house From the ceiling to the wall to the dog to the couch I developed a habit for drugs and hard liquor I shoulda never
Benji Kaine - Demons Bring light to the world that's what they say They always tell you to stand on that shit But they don't Its always about perseverance and preservation of yourself Anything
Benji Kaine - Mind Control Even when it seems fine on the surface Deep inside i been hurtin Tryna see what's on the other side of the curtain I remember times i was hurtin And tryna find a job
Benji Kaine - Sacrifices I been working on myself but i can't find peace The perfect version of myself is so beyond me Yeah, sometimes i wish i was dead The only reason why im not is i admit i was