Will2Live - The Only

Are we only friends cause without you i'd be lonely
Cause with out you i'd be the only
One who seems to drift away so very slowly
Cause with out you i'd be the only

When i was little i was terrified of being physically alone
Now i'm 16 and i'm telling it all to this microphone
Couldn't stand being left in a room without someone there
But now i'm sitting here crying in a chair
Waiting for someone to tell me that they genuinely care
I expect them to know i feel lonely but i don't sharе
Now my mind has started to feel corrupt
It's to the point wherе i feel like imma erupt
Cause there's no break, never something that will interrupt
These are the thoughts that my mind won't disrupt
I've felt lonely for the past 9 months and i'm going on more
But my hope hasn't always been this sore
I just don't want to be forgotten about
Either when i die or when you go out
Maybe this expresses me too correctly
All i know is that i'm still feeling bad

Are we only friends cause without you i'd be lonely
Cause with out you i'd be the only
One who who sees us drifting away so very slowly
Cause with out you i'd be the only

I'm getting to the point where i don't even dream
It's getting to the point where all i can do is scream
I wonder if these are lyrics someone will stream
Through their headphones to feel my vision and my dream
As i'm stuck sitting on another bus
People making me want to combust
Everyone else has someone to talk to
But i'm writing songs cause i don't have any one to go to
Please text me back so i know that i still exist
Even when someone asks me if i'm ok i resist
Cause i feel like i'll never get any better
So i'll pick up a pen and write another letter
The lyrics that flow through my head
Are the lyrics that will spill out when i'm dead
90% of them won't end up in this song
Maybe cause i think they express me wrong

Are we only friends cause without you i'd be lonely
Cause with out you i'd be the only
One who who sees us drifting away so very slowly
Cause with out you i'd be the only
Are we only friends cause without you i'd be lonely
Cause with out you i'd be the only
One who who sees us drifting away so very slowly
Cause with out you i'd be the only

Every time i think about all my music
I think that none of my time's been worth it
Promoting in a world where people are better than me
Even the best in the game are lower than they should be
I look out at the world and it's so full of color
But i feel fake cause the world i see is duller
Can't even see good in these amazing things
Cause i let my loneliness and pain sing
Repeating the first hook of logics 1-800-273-8255
Just wanna hear someone else say they don't wanna be alive
Cause i feel this way almost every day
Everyday i pray that it will be different today
Cause it's not something i wanna be
Searching for a way to be free
And i know that i need to talk to you
Cause you're the only way i can make it through