CheffaMC - SELF PITY

(hook)
Once again i lost someone i love but it seems to hit me different when i realise i’m the one no you probably don’t care bout the shit that i have done i just wish that you’d believe me when i tell you imma cunt

(verse 1)
Pity myself with the plastic beug that i’m packing up
I ain’t ticking drugs but the debt just seems to be racking up
Fuck i’ve had enough the damage steadily adding up
I should just be stuffed in a cell with all the walls padded up

Shhhhhh
Can you hear that?
That’s the voicе in my head i get whenеver i feel sad telling me i’ll never get better i shouldn’t see
Dad
I won’t ever be on no pedestal i should leave rap

I’m sick of copping it
Need to build up my confidence
I don’t wanna be connor no more so fuck ya compliments
No accomplishment less you counting the bongs i’ve ripped
Must’ve smoked a couple hundred thousand since i was a kid
Rotting my lungs now my brain has rotted out already
Was it the drugs? yeah it’s probably back from mixing cherry
The things i hit were heavy was weighing rocks onto scales
I used to wish that it was deadly but once again i have failed

(hook)
Once again i lost someone i love but it seems to hit me different when i realise i’m the one no you probably don’t care bout the shit that i have done i just wish that you’d believe me when i tell you imma cunt
Once again i lost someone i love but it seems to hit me different when i realise i’m the one no you probably don’t care bout the shit that i have done i just wish that you’d believe me when i tell you imma cunt

(verse2)
I ain’t fine i’m packing another cone of baccy
Just wanna die my lungs are going all black and taccy
Let out a sigh you dunno what’s on my mind
Wish that i could tell you, i’m growing tired of being aggy

I’m growing tired of something but i can’t figure what, hit a bong then i remember what i been doing wrong
Invision god he’s telling me i should level out when in doubt pick up the lighter and spark another romp

I’m just stuck in a fuckin evil loop
Gotta sit down and figure out what i needa do
Got greelz voice in my head telling me grow up, cos if don’t now i’m guessing i’ll be in prison soon

I but i’m guessing that’s what you want right
Telling me to screw on my head i’m needing some locktight
Knot tied around my neck but it ain’t got ice, take flight into the sky until it stop time
Now i’m floating on through the ether it’s so intense ain’t got a second to take a breather i’m so alone missing my girl and im missing geater i miss my mum thought i was on my way to go see her

(hook)
Once again i’ve lost someone i love but it seems to hit me different when i realise i’m the one
No you probably don’t care bout the things that i have done i just wish that you’d believe me when i tell you imma cunt
Once again i’ve lost someone i love but it seems to hit me different when i realise i’m the one
No you probably don’t care bout the things that i have done i just wish that you’d believe me when i tell you imma cunt