CheffaMC - Disconnected

Don’t wanna labour the point but i ain’t been feeling myself
Don’t wanna hang with the boys cos i ain’t been feeling myself
I’m tryna make way through the noise just play with the cards i was dealt
But i’m in a maze or a void too numb i ain’t feeling myself

I don’t feel like it’s real life
I realised what it’s like to be fiction
Whole life living right under addiction
Mixing different types of prescriptions

I think i absconded the mission
Lost and confused as i wander the distance
Listen i could be gone in an instant if i can’t calm put a stop to the itching

So let’s take a break
I’ll get well soon brudda better savе the date
I’m not done yеt i need bathing ape and the top one spot with my name and face
On lock now no one gonna raid my place
I’ll just drop new songs then i’ll lay and wait
Nah i’m joking cos i’m determined to earn it
Had enough i don’t wanna scrape for change

Had enough of living life at the bottom
That’s why i’m tryna make a way up to the top
And i don’t mind if the people have forgotten
Any of the days i was living like a flop

Any of the days i was living like a junkie trust me you didn’t wanna be around then
Yeah i was on drugs and it stuffed me
Up see, mums life nah i’m never doing that again

Don’t wanna labour the point but i ain’t been feeling myself
Don’t wanna hang with the boys cos i ain’t been feeling myself
I’m tryna make way through the noise just play with the cards i was dealt
But i’m in a maze or a void too numb i ain’t feeling myself

Nah i don’t think i ever will
Sick of doing this now i’m looking for a better thrill
Sick all this piff wanna breath a bitta medical
Got me seeing stars like
I’m looking in a reticle

Skin numb from the edibles
Beer, rum, gin imma get it all
Feel a buzz in my genitals
But it’s not love just a rush from the chemicals
No sight i been blinded
Third eye closing needing enlightenment
Piece of mind yeah it’s highly unlikely
Breaking away from the life i’m confined in

Stevie how i wonder what deaths like
I ain’t seen mum in a bit wanna get flights
No airplanes roll a spliff and then get high
Astral project yeah you know that’s the best type

Cutting up just flowers
Packing it up then i suck and devour
Settle down try write to a sound but no luck nah i been stuck here for hours

Temples are pounding no way around
It
Beat too loud but my head keep shouting
Will it calm down no way man i doubt it
I lost my mind sing out if you found it