Crywank - Ego Is A Phoenix

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Intro
Couldn’t get my head around my head and so I wrote some songs
Tried to get some sympathy for shit I alone fucked up
Tried to chase some ego death my ego is a phoenix
Soon I believe all that strangers say, what’s bad and whats good

Verse 1
I can waste a day
Sat in the same place
Searching mentions of my name
And pictures of my face
I can waste a life
Fueling myself with spite
But when things are getting better
It still remains my drive

Bridge
Tried to give a present to my friends neatly wrapped up
The present to my friends all along was really me
And what I have as a gift turned out to be a burden
And what I spoke of as I turned out to be we

Verse 2
Don’t ask me
I’m just the drummer
I watch you being passive
To those who support us
I became a bitter monster
You’re one now too, I see
Maybe I find it the hardest
When you start to act like me me

Outro
Tried to try again but we fell for the same traps
It all becomes a job in some form or way
Lose grasp of a passion soon loneliness seeps in
For months the other's only familiar face
 
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Crywank are a self described “anti-folk” band hailing from Manchester. Appealing largely to the sadcore genre, the band was formed in 2009 while Jay (who went by James at the time) had apparently “never played guitar before”.

The band’s first release came about in 2010 with the full length James Is Going To Die Soon. It was then followed up by 2012’s Narcissist On The Verge Of A Nervous Breakdown and 2013’s aptly named Tour Demos 2013. 2013 also saw the release of Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday And Everyday Is Stupid, which saw the band gain more popularity. 2014 followed with the EP Shameless Valentines Money Grab, and the release of some early Crywank demos from 2009-2012.

Their first album properly recorded in a studio, Don’t Piss On Me, I’m Already Dead, was released in 2016. This was followed by Egg on face. Foot in mouth. Wriggling Wriggling Wriggling. in 2017 and Wearing Beige On A Grey Day in 2019.

Finally, they released Fist Me ‘til Your Hand Comes Out My Mouth on 1 May 2020 as their final album. Their impending breakup had been announced for some time, with the album’s subject matter heavily involving the tension between Jay and Dan. Both the release of the album as the accompanying farewell tour were heavily impacted by the COVID-19 pandemic.