ETCH (Rap) - Fantasize

I fantasize about a life that i could take and make it mine
I can't describe the high i climb when hearing what's been on my mind
I advertise then analyze those prying eyes not helping me to
Realize my own advice and demonize the ones who wanna

Take me down, throw me off the throne
You can't steal this crown, it ain't made of gold
Had it on my head for as long as i know
As long as i stand, never letting it go

They used to say i know it all
No use to stay and prove 'em wrong
Thе truth contained in all these songs
I shook thе trees to see what falls
I told you i can't take this call
I'm doubtin' can i be that strong?
Stop doubtin' if they'll sing a long
You know it makes you think you gone
Cold, layer up through all the snow
Wanna move around the globe and show 'em everything i know
It was hard to set a goal
Wondering if i could go the extra mile to hit the road
Until i drop down on my knees and all that i can do is

Fantasize about a life that i could take and make it mine
I can't describe the high i climb when hearing what's been on my mind
I advertise then analyze those prying eyes not helping me to
Realize my own advice and demonize the voice that's screaming

There's a whole game out there i barely know about
Know the labels pushing for the fans, they run up hella clout
You ain't even own your chain so what you saying?
You ain't even make your own name, so why you playing?

I like to imagine got a 40 smith and wesson
Point it at the problem just to stop all of the questions
No more primadonnas relapse on 'em with the stressin'
I just need more time i know i'll climb if i invest it

Spent a thousand hours acting as my biggest critic
Just today the thing i didn't get to do i never get to see it through
I fall asleep and i can't move
Can't fall asleep not bulletproof
But damn i hate that i still lose
Can't carve the path i wanna choose
It's day one thousand in the mix, and i still never made a hit
I hear 'em talking all about me like what happened to the kid?
I'll throw a fit and end up working for a min
The minute somehow turn to gin
I wipe my grin up in the morning when i realized what i did oh oh

What a sin oh oh
Ain't who i been, i'm not like them, oh not again oh oh
Remember when i was my friend and now i'm not quite sure
But i can't stop the lure of

Fantasizing 'bout a life that i could take and make it mine
I can't describe the high i climb when hearing what's been on my mind
I advertise then analyze those prying eyes not helping me to
Realize my own advice and demonize the voice that's screaming