K-Boyd - Isolation II

(intro)

Isolation fuckin' sucks
I've been isolated for a goddamn while
Even if i went to school
I'll say that

(verse 1a)

I've been isolated in my room most of the days
I've never hung out with anyone except myself
That's a lack of communication and socialization
That i went to a different school for the separation
Of 2 of my great friends
I would've sent bouquets
But i never want them to end their friendship
But anyway i've gone to school pretending to be happy
They always want short conversations
But no, i've been told i'm a waste of air
If i had no motivation
Fuck that, i need to tell these motherfuckers
To reconsider talking shit to me or i'll beat ass
I'd recommend that if my rap career is decaying
But anyway, i've been depressed
Most of my life without knowing until i was 14
But at least i did some creation from lil' chungus to k-boyd
I was okay until i left that table by force
The song's hook from "still here" is cringe as fuck
I'm sorry but it's kinda true
That's what happens when this autistic teen listens to his own music
(verse 1b)

And mom, i'm sorry about all this pain i've been going through
But i should say, you're not in this pain anymore
I should remain a rapper for you
I did explain i used to smoke weed
But i don't anymore 'cause i don't wanna fuck up my brain
But i hope you are safe up there
It did drain my happiness after what happened
But i will move on for the rest of my life
I will gain popularity for my friends and family
The next train ride will be soon for your memorial
I smoked some strains for you before i became sober

(interlude)

I know being isolated kept me away from everyone
Including maija, desirae, tyler, cole, wade, & dean
I hope we hang out again even after high school
I even hope to become the real best friends to every single one

(verse 2)

The last "isolation" track was from lil' chungus
I made it 'cause back then, it was covid-19
But this one is different since i had flashbacks of covid
And my mom's memories since then
But i want some stacks of plaques
Before february 2023, i made a sack of shit music
But now, i've actually improved since i don't lack on this shit
I just wanna smack myself and get the fuck out of meme rap
So i can rap into serious and deeper shit (facts)
I would sign a contract if eminem signed me to shady records
Along with hood river records
But nah, i'd want to go underground as an independent label
I would've drank to relax but nah
Drinking isn't for me
I'd go for snacks instead
But i want to not be distracted on this shit
I don't want to be wack on this fuckin' shit
I'd want it to be a hit 'cause i don't slack
I did admit, i had made some shitty music
(outro)

Being isolated sucked
Well, i hope y'all aren't like that
I don't wanna say anything else
So...