Millicow - Perfect Storm

★ verse 1 ★
Feels like i'm in purgatory
Reliving my cursed story
Seems i'm in the perfect storm
Feels like i'm in purgatory
Green lightning like a serpent forms
Leaves of ivy golden thorns
Beast arrives with eyes of scorn
In the sky the heavens torn
Feast your eyes the devil's born
Feed it life, the rest shall mourn
Evil might possess the world
Sleep tonight and stress no more
I see the light, will not comply
We will survive with honest lives
Though we may climb on ropes of ice
You'll taste your lies when karma arrives
I've had a struggle with inner thoughts
The last few months of winter brought
My seasonal depression on
Apart from how i miss the sun
My happiness was contingent on
My hope which is now pretty much gone
I splash my face with ice cold water
I've had it with this ocean of trauma
Sadness like explosive lava
God i can't control my thoughts
I've got this shit, i tell myself but
Honestly i doubt like hell
Sometimes i don't know how to heal
And cry cause i want out of here
Get high so i don't drown in tears
I'm fine until those clouds are near
The light i know is right in here
My eyes are closed, recite a prayer
Revive my soul my mind be clear
Rewrite the broken lies i hear
The fight is over, make that clear
The sky has opened, daylights here
See christ reborn please take my wheel
And guide me toward a place to heal
Be gentle on the brakes and steer
Me into outer space revealing
Why i'm out of place, these feelings
Fly me to a state of healing
Remind me that the angels hear me
I'd like to see my face more clearly
I strive for better days i really
Do try to make a change but sometimes
I find my mistakes eating holes through my mind
But can't find the dang remote to rewind
Going through this phase i'm feeling like
I just need a chance to make it right
I've tried to explain but just can't find
Out why i carried such guilt to this life
When i was little kid i just wanted to be kind
I'd cry at the idea of making someone cry
In these trying times i analyze
The trajectory of the path i climb
So obsessively, yeah i cannot lie
I have set my sights up kinda high
When i turn the page i'll feel alive
When i purge the hate i'll see the light
If i've learned a thing then i'll be kind
So help me turn the page this time

★ verse 2 ★
The fight is over, do not fear
The sky has opened, daylight's here
See christ reborn please take my wheel
Just drive me slow and guide me home
The sun now shines, the sky is clear
Now spring arrives with nice fresh air
Bring us new life, revive our spirits
Your whispers ride inside the ether
I listen quiet, music of heaven
Within my finely tuned perception
Witness my silent smooth ascension
In these enlightened meditations
Sometimes i find a moment so precious
Recline my mind and open the present
Realize my demons i've only imagined
Future anxiety, memories trapped in
Learning to guide my ego's direction
Turning bad types of mental distractions
Into a bright and clean rumination
Churning out lines of creative passion
Yearning to free unneeded attachments
Burning in fire emotional baggage
Purging my being of physical toxins
Remember to breath the spirit of oxygen
Make it clear the fight is over
Daylight's here, the sky hath opened
Take my wheel oh christ reborn
Drive me slow and guide me home
Have no more fear, the sun now shines
The nice fresh air of spring arrives
Revive our spirits, bring us life
Inside the ether, secrets fly