PrivateFuneral - Feel Me, Love Me

(willow)

★ verse ★
Why these girls always thinking they can do what they want?
They put their hands on my pants until they're feeling my gun
They run their hands up my shirt, i tell them i'm insecure
Girl, i don't wanna lust, i don't got no time for love now
Baby, drain my energy
Music is my remedy
I don't think i'll ever fall in love, its been the end of me
I'm my biggest enemy
Pour codeine and hennessy
Baby, that's a lie, i fake addiction for the imagery
Never been an addict, but i've been sober for too long
I just watched my homiеs sniff their lines and now they'rе too gone
They're making decisions i don't like, i think i'll move on
But i gotta love them, they support me when my mood's wrong
I just stalk my exes cause' i miss them, ain't that irony?
Baby, i'm so toxic, but i love you, why you lie to me?
Tryna find a higher me
Nobody's gon' hire me
But i still got money coming in, that's why they lie to me
I know that they love me cause' my money comes in big counts
That's why when i take her to my room she takes her tits out
I don't want no sex, i want affection, but she's pissed now
I just wanna give her the world, she tryna diss now
I don't wanna love, i don't wanna fight, babe i've been alright
Babe, i've been okay without you, now you're getting high
Fly my kite right into the wires, burn me like a light
I just wanna forgive myself for my sins, but it's so hard, i tried
Know i tried, babe i know i lied every time i cried
I know that i told you i was fine that time i almost died
I hope that my momma can forgive me for those times i tried running away from all the problems that i built inside