DARKSPINE IX - MANNEQUIN

★ Intro ★

Feel like a mannequin, cause i’m all blank

Restoring my physical presence, remake

No matter what i wear, don’t feel the same

I know it’s not me cause i can’t feel the pain


VICIOUS has died, and so have i

Can’t see visions i’m blind in my eyes

See through the mirror, impending demise

Killing myself might be my prize


★ Verse ★

Maybe who i am don’t gotta be this way
Dealing with the grief, gray skies where i pray

I’m thinking about the past, i don’t wanna go back

Shaking real hard that’s why i rock all black


Mentally, physically ill

Texas has been feeling like silent hill

Seeing her face and feeling the chills

Not diagnosed but i know i’m fucked up for real


Frigid temps in my room

Trynna numb my pain, i still feel the all gloom

Momma trynna make her son come out the tomb

Almost saw the light the night i coulda boomed

I don’t wanna die but i feel like i died

Maybe for the best that i’m staying alive

It’s not like me to talk about my life

But now i see i should put down the knife


★ Hook ★

Peeled off my skin, pulling my hair

I’m a mannequin bitch, but my pieces aren’t there

I’m blank and i’m static, but they don’t not care

Loosing myself can’t be solved with a prayer


I know it’s enough but i’m doing more damage
Ruined my image no more i can manage

Locked inside walls that make me feel like i vanished

Where the fuck am i, feels like i have been banished


But there’s more to this life than this shit

Realizing who i am in this bitch

Soul Silver Pendant saved me from the ditch

Now i wanna feel new life and this bliss


Shoutout to my brothers who stayed with the insane

Fuck all the thoughts that made me cry in vain

VICIOUS & DARKSPINE are back without the chains

My mental illness is no longer awake


★ Verse ★

Freed my own mental and broke off of the chain

Nose stopped leaking there’s no more bloodstains

Everything has changed, i’m changing my own fate

No longer her prey i’m free out the gates


Mind still feels fresh and my skin no longer marked

Had the fear of abandonment but now that’s too far

Chilling in the parked car sparking up with axel

Brother saved my life and now we taken them capsules


Frigid breeze in the wind

Reminds me of the life that had once been

Repenting for the sins that we’re stuck under my skin

Cleared out my head so i can make my kin


My pieces are back, and they still fit

The mannequin is complete and he rockin’ that fit

He’s no longer feelin’ all feral, so who will he be?

His name darrell, now he’s finally free