Han - Pathological

★ verse ★
I swear on my dead body that this sentence is a lie
And everything i am is just meticulous disguise
Designed to make me interesting like the kids that have their friends
Because nobody loves me for being me, so it's better to pretend
The things i say can get maniacal
The word "liar" carved upon my skull
Maybe it's something pathological
But do you wanna know my secret?

★ chorus ★
I don't know who i am
Said i don't know who i am
And nobody gives a damn
When i'm crying out for help

★ verse ★
Ask mе 'bout my issues, there's a lot (i'm damagеd and you know it, baby)
But my tongue just ties itself in knots (i'm trying not to show it, baby)
I don't feel safe until the truth about my demons has been scrubbed from my response
See, i gotta cover all my flaws
Gotta seem so perfect no one ever
Questions if i'm faking it or not
'cause i

★ chorus ★
I don't know who i am
Said i don't know who i am
And nobody gives a damn
When i'm crying out for help
I've been a liar from the start
Makes you crazy 'cause i'm trying much too hard
I gotta learn to drop my defenses
And be truthful to myself

★ bridge ★
Oh, yeah
I really got to learn to love myself
To keep up the facade, i draw a smile on my frown
But if i slip for just one second, then it all comes crashing down
Don't dwell on what i was, just try to rise above
Through the push and shove, you know i save some love
I save some love for me

★ chorus ★
(i don't know who i am) 'cause i
I don't know who i am
And nobody gives a damn
When i'm crying out for help
I've been a liar from the start
Makes you crazy 'cause i'm trying much too hard
I gotta learn to drop my defenses
I gotta stop hiding my intentions
I gotta see my failures like a lesson
And be truthful to myself, yeah