Harrison Boe - I Can't Find Your House

Keep your friends close and your enemies closer
What does that make me when you ask me to come over?
It's been too long, but not long enough
I was so close to forgetting everything that meant so much
You said you missed me and i wanted to feel needed
So just like that all my pride wasn't worth keeping

Oh i hate how i couldn't find your house
After my phone died a couple miles out
I don't recognize any intersection ahead of me
No, not since loving you quit being muscle memory
And honеy you should know i was so proud
When you stopped haunting evеry street in this whole town
Now i just feel sick for having to slow down
Do you know why?
Why oh why oh why i can't find your house

Now it's bleach black i have no directions
Treating the spread limit sign like the weakest of suggestions
I'm in danger of my emotions flooding
I guess it's on me falling for someone who doesn't even love me
We keep talking but all i've ever felt was
Reminded your life's something i won't ever be a part of

I still hate how i couldn't find your house
After my phone died a couple miles out
I don't recognize any intersection ahead of me
No, not since loving you quit being muscle memory
And honey you should know i was so proud
When you stopped haunting every street in this whole town
Now i just feel sick for having to slow down
Do you know why?
Why oh why oh why i can't find your house
I'm sure we broke up for a reason
It just feels so unimportant
Compared to the feeling
I get waiting at your doorstep
I got painkillers in the car
It's like 12 in the morning
Putting myself through the clouds
The second you say that it's pouring

I'm sure you left me for a reason
It just feels so unimportant
Compared to the feeling
I get waiting at your doorstep
I got painkillers in the car
I'll take 12 and drive away
Praying it's not me you think of
When you picture all the worst choices that you have ever made

Oh i hate how i couldn't find your house
After my phone died a couple miles out
I don't recognize any intersection ahead of me
No, not since loving you quit being muscle memory
And honey you should know i was so proud
When you stopped haunting every street in this whole town
Now i just feel sick for having to slow down
Do you know why?
Why oh why oh why i can't find your house
I would be there
But i can't find your house
Do you know why why oh why oh why i can't find your house