NVR SPRTD - After Judges

★ intro ★
Life feels like a fairy tale sometimes like a saga
You never know what’s gonna happen
Sometimes it’s exciting other times it’s dicey
Sometimes i feel loved other times like no one likes me
Having fun like mikey
Trials done, i thought they might be

Thought it couldn’t get worse after judges
R u t h
Are you kidding me
Got nothing to say
Didn’t know a love story
Would be the end of what i thought was a love story
Get exposеd boy

★ chorus ★
Didn’t think it could get worse after judgеs
I was a fool and got broken like covenants
Bo' was too good for me
All of my flaws were seen
Now it feels like my hard work was for nothing
I got no regrets i just gotta learn from it
Did not expect this when we started the journeying
Listen to sermon, we got the discernment
It was the last one we listened to before it
Can’t resist the smile when i hear good morning
I’m feeling happy deep inside i am hurting
But i cannot show this cause i’ll be a burden
To innocent people who do not deserve this
So i gotta hide act like almost perfect
And i gotta cry can’t do that in public
I still talk to god, but haven’t with person
It wasn’t my fault, i’m not really sure with

★ verse 1 ★
This information
Was it sugarcoat to be a blanket
To comfort me in this tragedy
It’s not tragedy if it’s god’s plan for me
You can kill me like i’m chilion
I was tryna build a city on
Sand paper
Excited to read about love making
A sweet story leading up to jesus
Pastor said i’m good, but that did not mean
That everyone would think the same
Despite me not having three things
It was all good that what she say
Gotta wait
I’m not saying anyone is a liar
Just because i’m crying
I’m deep in my feelings
Look back at the process
I made some mistakes
Can i learn from them or is it too late
I’m taking a swim, remember i sank
Accusing people is a terrible game
So i look at myself that’s who is to blame
I’m not blaming a ruth cause the root is a plan
I was pursuing i wrote in the planner
Tryna supply like the one who gives manna
Looking back i wonder if i said too much
Was asked a question that i was just asked last month
Soon as i heard it i heard a voice “you’re done”
‘bout to fall off so i had to play hold on
Nothing could save me so i had to take the loss
After judges is all good, no, was so wrong

★ chorus ★
Didn’t think it could get worse after judges
I was a fool and got broken like covenants
Bo' was too good for me
All of my flaws were seen
Now it feels like my hard work was for nothing
I got no regrets i just gotta learn from it
Did not expect this when we started the journeying
Listen to sermon, we got the discernment
It was the last one we listened to before it
Can’t resist the smile when i hear good morning
I’m feeling happy deep inside i am hurting
But i cannot show this cause i’ll be a burden
To innocent people who do not deserve this
So i gotta hide act like almost perfect
And i gotta cry can’t do that in public
I still talk to god, but haven’t with person
Your dreams are not promised, your dreams are not certain
They’re never certain