Neurotic Otter - Spent Time

★ Verse 1 ★
Going down. I've been drowning for so long
You were right. I'm always in the wrong
Every time I try, it all seems doomed to fail
And every sad attempt never turns out well
I spend my days in my own personal hell

★ Verse 2 ★
You know how I hate being alone
Help me out. I'm lost now that you're gone
I'm spiraling again. My thought are running loose
I want to reel them in, but I figure "what's the use..."
I spend my night in reckless self-abuse

★ Verse 3 ★
I tried drugs to numb all of the pain
But none of them could wipe you from my brain
I hate to wake up. You're always on my mind
I start thinking of you and lose all track of time
I've spent my days wanting you to just see me
I've spent my nights with you in adding my dreams
And I've spent so much time wishing I could make you love me