CheffaMC - S.A.D

Lately ain’t feeling the same been feeling deranged i swear i can’t take it
Billies been numbing the brain (i’m) becoming insane now i’m looking faceless

I’m feeling the presence of something it’s coming right up yeah i swear i can taste it
Feels like i just wanna be running or i’m getting gutted been at it for ages

Here’s something to digest 21 and i haven’t even died yet
Don’t know why, i been trying
Can’t figure out which knot i should tie in

Birthday wanna sleep cos i’m tired
Late night wake up bongs that i’m frying
Just wanna run a muck till we fucjing hear sirеns then run away where nobody can find us
And i’m gеtting sick of the crying every night i can’t even think when i’m fighting
Find a fix can’t think to apply it now i’m sitting here you don’t think that i’m trying

Clink clink now it’s weed that i’m lighting
Haven’t even eaten feel sick but it’s fine ey
Hennessy sip sip now i’m flying jump off a cliff yeah i think that i’ll try it

I can’t hear what they said
The voices in my head
They’re giving me direction and it’s something about death

Something bout the way that you left me
There’s a hole in my chest yeah it’s empty
I been tryna in fill it up but it’s useless
Add weight now i feel too heavy

I been tryna make a move but nobody has a booth so i’m writing in my room in a mood yeah i’m fuming waiting for a take off i don’t feel human sweating in my sleep make a room all humid

Surrounded by demons entities stealing my sound and my feeling
Head for the ground but i’m stuck to the ceiling so i’m looking down at the stuff that i’m leaving

There’s no doubt that i’ll visit again
But when i do know i’m coming with a hidden intent
I’m never kidding again i’m getting sick of pretend i’ll never listen to you spitting have you thinking i’m deaf

I can’t hear what they said the voices in my head
They’re giving me direction and it’s something about death
I can’t hear what they said the voices in my head they’re telling me to end it there’s just something about death