Never felt this nauseous in my life you piece of sh- You're hiding from your sins cause you're too weak to just admit Had to cover up, still fuck him up if what you wish She got what she deserved, that ain't make up for what he did
Loved you more, now like you less, don't make it easy to forget Everytime i held you close is now replaced with my regret I put aside my pride to stop the knives you couldn't catch But you never spared that kindness to mе is this what i get?
Maybe you could have been savеd 'fore you laid in your grave and then everything caved What's the- what's the point in screaming please stay If i'm out of your brain in a matter of days?
Never choke up on the words i need to say But i can't even fathom why you wanted me to ache Had all this respect for you, you threw it all away Didn't expect a single person but the total was insane
Fuck, i don't wanna see those bruises on your neck, what a sin I feel nauseous what an ugly way to fess through every fib Wanted love, she got undressed and lost her worth for a prick I can't love you, though i wanna and it hurt so
If you ever pull that shit again you're ending up dead I would wreak your fucking life until you took your own head I would dig up all the memories that you try to repress Anything i could until you felt what's in my chest I bite my tongue, it bleed discrete, it's sorta sweet across my teeth I was up, could give no fucks until my circle x delete Scrape the bottom of the bowl and still get left that's quite a scene Thought you might be honorable but things are never as they seem
I'd rather just scream at you 'cause i know there's no reply And there's nothing you could say to even try and change my mind So i hate you more than anything, i need you out my life It will fade away by day by day but stuck in back of mind
I need to cut your face from out the place i find my sympathy No honest mistakes, you'll never change and what's the casualty? All it fucking takes is just a little pinch of dignity It's not a debate that you're both bound to repeat history
I had no idea you could ever be that toxic But you never understood me, doubt that you'll ever accomplish You are not a god, i could easily demolish So don't stare me in the face and say that your actions were modest
I'm only trynna make sense of the lies you tried to hide But why'd you pick the only path i suffer for your high? Told you to be careful, you can't trust many these guys It's ironic when he told me, part still fighting for your life
The emptiness was nothing next to hoping you're alone Cause i thought you might be out and knowing you you'll take 'em home But you really got that desperate to burn what let erode? Despite everything i did to keep you safe from those like logan That's so disappointing Could have been avoided You let me stir inside my head for months until you poisoned Isn't this amusing? What's he gonna do? Surrender all my pity they're not worth it so your through
Didn't i fucking tell you 'bout what happened then before? Had a brother tell me nothing but he turned into a whore Much ain't personal to me but why'd you pick the only door? When i said there was a lock to block the thoughts i can't control
Adrenaline is kicking in My body says to get to him She really fucking kissing him My body can't stop flickering A form of hate that permeates Was this part of the plan? I'd feel sorry if i bodied this excuse to call a man
I'm sorry you got tossed aside to rot and lie, you want it right? Tell me was it worth it, did you find that you were satisfied? There was no remorse inside your eyes it has me petrified Does it not eat you alive? such a way i can't describe
You knew what you were doing were you hurting were you desperate? I almost did myself but found a better way to cope with it All i do is write about their wrongs and not get over it I used to have some faith in you but now you're fucking hopeless I've dealt with this before i was amused but not surprised How you stare me in the face and coward truth behind your lies Thought it might be fate that she would never realize That you will never find fulfillment in these hollow fucking guys
Tell me how you resonate with anything i say I can't say it to your face because i don't know what i would break My heart, your jaw, your ribs, my fault You thought that i would put you on? You make me sick, you hurt the bitch i tried to save from harm
I wanna see you suffer i was sick a couple weeks This was all before you had the gall to call what you can't speak Those painted nails are toxic like the gossip that you bleed You took away that piece of hope the only way to get to me
Every single one betrayed me don't say that i'm crazy That you valued his mistakes as more important than my safety I was torn apart before the start to how they tried to play me At least now i'll never worry 'bout what happened to my baby
No apologies, don't care to see if i'm upset She was the only fucking thing i didn't like up in my head I tried to lay you down so gently start to second guess the friends 'cause in the past my only closure came in wishing she was dead
Damn it's been a minute since i felt that kind of rush I felt it in my core before the words begin to flood I knew you were a demon, didn't know you're out for blood I can't shake the thought i wasted time on everything you bluffed
Dammit i wish that you just fucking told me Promise it's as easy as it seems Promised me you'd never make me bleed Only in return i promised you that i would never
Scream out laughing that you got what you deserved Cause it seem like you knew tob the extent that it would hurt I'm all peaked out, nothing left to give with only words Disrespected what it's worth, turned a blessing to a curse
Half me want her dead the other half want to support I thought that i might love her, i can't stand another whore (fuck) Bolder than before i need someone that's so much more I won't fall into your spiral with a wardrobe on the floor
You can hide it can't deny that you're dishonest caught a liar Placed down all the pieces just to light it all on fire Slowly paint a picture way more vivid then required Like why'd you have to pull the only nerve that's been on fire?
I could lay a hand but that ain't gonna fix a thing Heylog taught me well, i feel disgust grinding my teeth Hope you feel a pit inside that never seems to leave Like the thought of moving on to find somebody i don't need
Never had to set a limit for the things i could convey You barely fucking knew me despite everything i say The closest that i've gotten, nowhere close to what i pray You fucked up every gift, i never got to show the shame
Wish you kept that sweater that you knew was a mistake Cause you knew that fuckboy was more your taste But knowing you and what you'll do it's hardly on your brain So you would wear it through the weather till the colors slowly fade
And once they saw it break They ask how long it take For me to forgive what you did You'll always be a shame
I still can't explain How i wanna bring you pain How i'm out for my revenge When i know that it's insane
Did you really want a war? Cause i told you what's the stake Even if i never kill you i would piss up on your grave Never could i call you enemy not worthy of the name But the shit that i've accomplished with that type of rage
I doubt your father could ever be proud Now i see why your mother tracks you house to house Must be working so hard to save you from yourself 'cause you'll do the most to get a d- up in your mouth
I hope i left a bitter taste that you still can't replace Like the sea of disappointment you've been wiping off your face I would rather be alone than to handle your charades Thinking all of you just treat it like a mother fucking game
If you ever pull that shit again you're ending up dead I would wreck your fucking life until you took your own head I would dig up all the memories that you try to repress Anything i could until you felt what's in my chest
ETCH (Rap) - Knives Had no love from silver spoons you learnt to lick it off the knives It was sweet but for a second till it bled throughout the night It's still hidden in your mouth, the scar reminded
ETCH (Rap) - Room Can you get me out this party? Can you make the questions stop Make me feel like I'm somebody I don't really need a lot Someone go and get her sober 'Fore she
ETCH (Rap) - Trance (he freezes! And the reason for that is well If you don't know what direction to go How about you don't move? Right, that's anxiety It's a signal of
ETCH (Rap) - Mostly Sober Baby please don't Act like you're sorry I need so much more Than your pretty little lies Had to kill what left inside I would will you out existence But
ETCH (Rap) - Electric Mind nobody, you feeling alright? It's been a night Ready for you to collapse with the clique, it was ride or you die Thought that you love it, so why do you
ETCH (Rap) - Pretty for me {verse 1} Hop in the ride Only one more time Only want more life Couldn't ride with the guys That decide what is right In
ETCH (Rap) - Fantasize I fantasize about a life that i could take and make it mine I can't describe the high i climb when hearing what's been on my mind I advertise then analyze those prying eyes not
ETCH (Rap) - I Hope You Hear This Never felt this nauseous in my life you piece of sh- You're hiding from your sins cause you're too weak to just admit Had to cover up, still fuck him up if what you wish She