★ Verse 1 ★ Damn I’m in my head, I’m barely breathing Losing on the plot and all the meaning Ran out of ideas, I’m depleted This feel like a scene right out of of seclude, yeah I call my bro to service bottles up Came with five glasses, it’s not enough (no way) Ain’t no ride to get me out, uh (yeah) Not the same guy from Death of Cinema Come on It’s a facade, but it’s working I’m in my head bout what they think of me from Purchase Like do they think I got integrity, I’m worth it I’m in a room with all my friends, but feel a burden I wanna be a star, but might end up in clerk shifts Cuz I’ve been calling out loud like it’s urgent My voice is giving out, I’m deserted I guess that’s how it is
★ Chorus ★ But it feel like All this time I wanted light Not so bright, but clear enough So disgruntled Televised Let go pride and fear, love All I’ve proved Is one of kind Not on mind of no one All maxed out I blew my time Left on line from here on out (yeah) ★ Verse 2 ★ That shit is rough for me, huh Cuz I got nothing else I may accumu- wealth That’s not what life’s about I could have everything But I’ll still have my doubts Had like a wedding ring I fucking threw it out A girl as light as God of Sun in my messages But I done ran this once before, set the precedent From what I’ve done before, you’ll barely tell my -telligence Our trauma’s relevant
★ Chorus ★ It still feel like All this time I wanted light Not so bright, but clear enough So disgruntled Televised Let go pride and fear, love (do you fear that) All I’ve proved Is one of kind Not on mind of no one All maxed out I blew my time Left on line from here on out ★ Outro ★ Let’s ride this shit out Can’t you tell what I need Can’t you tell what I need (can you really though) Can’t you tell what I need Can’t you tell what I need Can’t you tell what I need
Song Description:
"5AM in Ossining" by Nine Seven Pta is a raw and introspective song that delves into the struggles and doubts of the artist. The lyrics paint a picture of someone feeling lost and depleted, grappling with insecurities and seeking validation from others. The chorus reflects a yearning for clarity and love, while also acknowledging feelings of being maxed out and left behind. The song ends with a plea for understanding and connection, highlighting the artist's vulnerability and need for support. Overall, "5AM in Ossining" is a poignant and heartfelt track that invites listeners to reflect on their own inner battles and desires for acceptance.
Nine Seven Pta - Life In Between {Intro} What am I doing with myself? {Verse 1} Tell me what you wanna do (Uh, huh!) How you tryna get right now? (Oh!) I feel like Aladdin
Nine Seven Pta - SITA {Verse 1} I see Visions of Johanna Glimpse of a living in somber Vivid remiss of the trauma Living in bliss in my dogma Gone away far away now I kept my youth
Nine Seven Pta - BROOKLYN PART I: {Verse 1} Yeah, yeah Feel like it’s 2015 Boutta pull up, boutta slide Better be ready to die Keeping the peace, I’mma ride up Bit in assume
Nine Seven Pta - ESCAPE FROM NEW YORK {Intro} Over Come over Come on Come over Can I come over Come over Come over {Verse 1} I tried to be the one for you
Nine Seven Pta - HEAVEN CAN WAIT Release yourself to the unknown {intro} Go to him, and he’ll make everything alright for you And sometimes you might be passing along by my house And you might
Nine Seven Pta - IF YOU LOVED ME {Verse 1} Yeah Break out the zone, don’t hibernate Feel like a lot, tend to wait Writing this out, but I’m ripping the page Tend to divide, been a shame I’ve
Nine Seven Pta - 5AM IN OSSINING {Verse 1} Damn I’m in my head, I’m barely breathing Losing on the plot and all the meaning Ran out of ideas, I’m depleted This feel like a scene right out of of seclude,
Nine Seven Pta - YOU WERE THE SUN! {verse 1: nine seven pta} I’m a lost soul cruising the ocean with no fins I’ve been broke down too many times to get bent i’m a short fuse pulled in explosion, a cannon But i
Nine Seven Pta - CLOUD IN MY LUNG {Verse 1} Uh huh Got a cloud in my lung Been fucking me up for a long time (yeah) Tryna get back, been feeling a way Been tryna get right out my own mind (yeah)
Nine Seven Pta - DECISION2LEAVE {verse 1} Hey Alright, huh I'm on decision to leave, hey I don't e'en know what i need, hey I got some room in my jeans, hey I'm slimmin'
Nine Seven Pta
Blending the nuances of contemporary hip hop and popular music with sprinkles of indie influence, introspection, psychedelia, contemplation, and catharsis, Nine Seven Pta is the solo effort of Westchester, New York native of Justin Ciuzio, rapper, singer / songwriter and producer.
The alias “Nine Seven Pta” alludes to director Paul Thomas Anderson, a filmmaker Justin has looked up to since he first found his film “Boogie Nights”. Distracting himself from an immense state of depression feeling like there was no reason for his existence, he watched intricately at the utilization of style, cinematography, soundtrack, editing, and everything. The film made him realize that life would be worth living granted he was able to craft his vision, much alike Paul Thomas Anderson did in 1997. Justin claims that if his alias didn’t allude to such a monumental moment in his life, that none of this would feel right.
Nine Seven Pta is the accumulation of the sounds Justin grew up with, and how he channels them into a distinct sound that he hopes comes off as “one of a kind”. The sound of Nine Seven Pta is eclectic, yet cohesive. Whether he brings the listener through an omniscient self analysis of his state of being (channeling major influences such as Kid Cudi, Kanye West, and Frank Ocean while doing so), compares the notion of unrequited love to a flower no longer able to see the sun deterring it’s ability to blossom in melodies reminiscent of contemporary indie rock, or boasts wordplay and similes over soul samples, each track signifies that you have just entered into the mind of Justin.
The music of Nine Seven Pta conveys a sort of intimacy between the listener and the songwriter; with each song you listen to, you become more and more familiar with the person he is. And hopefully within those moments, you find yourself locked into Nine Seven Pta’s world.