Cavasoul - Nch

★ part 1 ★
Yeah we threw it all away at a record pace
Years of building broken down in just a couple days
I’m zoning out and going numb up in the face
Crying
Begging me to change
But you know it goes both ways
Losing everything is something i can’t take
Smoking cookie tryna ease some of the pain
Looking for an appetite i ain’t eaten in days
I’m fighting with my brain
You can see it in my face

Codependent
Self aware but i still hate myself til it’s embedded
I sit alone i’m really cold
Cause i don’t know wherе i should go
And it’s getting old

Still i never hatе you
If you need i’m here
The bond with someone else i don’t think it could compare
But i don’t think i can save you
I’m broken
It’s not fair
I could make you feel safe
Running fingers through your hair
I know the way it feels to feel like nobody cares
And every time i think about it i feel guilty like it’s only me
I like to facetime when i fall asleep
So i know that you’re alive when you’re not next to me
I sit alone i’m really cold
Cause i don’t know where i should go
And it’s getting old
Leave a message at the tone
Cause i’m all alone
Soon as i walk out that door
I'm never coming home

★ interlude ★
You say that you hate me
But i know you're lying
Said you don't need me
But i see you crying
It happened so fast
Throwing it all away
Now that i've left
You don't know what to say

★ part 2 ★
Second chances aren’t the same when you bend the meaning
Every chance another scar that formed with no bleeding
Tensions always getting higher we both getting heated
If you love me better tell me cause i fucking need it
We hurt each other saw it coming from the start
I wish that it was easy but it’s really fucking hard
I feel your energy beside me when i’m looking at the stars
Just two people living equal with another broken heart
Codependent
Self aware but i still hate myself til it’s embedded
I sit alone i’m really cold
Cause i don’t know where i should go
And it’s getting old

Still i never hate you
If you need i’m here
The bond with someone else i don’t think it could compare
But i don’t think i can save you
I’m broken
It’s not fair
I could make you feel safe
Running fingers through your hair
I know the way it feels to feel like nobody cares
And every time i think about it i feel guilty like it’s only me
I like to facetime when i fall asleep
So i know that you’re alive when you’re not next to me

I sit alone i’m really cold
Cause i don’t know where i should go
And it’s getting old
Leave a message at the tone
Cause i’m all alone
Soon as i walk out that door
I'm never coming home

some of the chillest songs that are very well written. Criminally underrated.